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People knew, the world is ending. But they keep on breathing and living the life they want to live in.
They knew, their lives won’t last forever. So they keep creating memories, and stories, of life-long miseries, that will soon be forgotten.
Now I’m living that life too…
And so do you.
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Just Like...You

Just like the sun
your presence makes everything brighter
nights are no longer black and white
you appear with rainbows to my rainy season
every moment is ten times more meaningful
so I keep them safe in my secret journal.

I like you
and there is no other way to say it
I want you to know
but I'm too scared of losing you
just by standing next to you
my day will be a perfect one
I can't make it obvious
so all these time I've been hiding
behind every smile, every friendly 'hello'

I like you
I wish I can just tell you
but even if you ask it yourself
I would lie and say...'no'
As long as you are here
as long as we can still see each other
everything will be just fine

One day,
maybe I'll tell you how much I love you
and everything else will stop for a second
maybe you will be looking into my eyes
and I smile because you are too
maybe you will tell me the same
and tears will be rolling down my cheeks
because I've been waiting for this to happen
my whole e…

You Touched My Heart

Holding back the tears knowing that times will fix everything. A budding smile of a broken hearted will ends this long journey called life. Shadows will disappear after a while And the rain will soon fall on both of us.

You touched my heart. Quietly, yet I know you were.


Deja Vu

The far away sky
The moon, those songs I used to sing
The diary, places I used to go, the scars
The stars I've been counting, the night
The rain, unsent letters that I'm keeping
Those words that keep on reminding --
The same old stories
Those memories I turned into histories

And you

Are simply my

Deja Vu.

Because I need To Know

With eyes closed,
on a rainy day,
in this busy crowds,
tell me.

That this is not a dream.
That you are here with me.
That my secret is also yours.
That everything will be alright.

Tell me now.
Before I go to sleep tonight.
Before tomorrow's sun greet us,
before this madness ends.

Without any words but a smile,
please tell me.

I Miss You

It’s okay I have to grow old without you It’s okay you are no longer with me I’ll keep on living like I always do Day by day, as if nothing happened As if you are still there watching me And your calm voice My heart had it recorded that way It keeps on replaying in my head Has been three years now since then An idle image of you remains, unfade Exactly the way I see it in the day moon Which brings up the colors at night When everything else has turned gray Because you’re not my excuses anymore For every detour I took in this life In every tear I have you cheering me on To get up on my feet and try again To be true to my self and once again Everything seems to be okay again I realize that we are never really alone We always have ALLAH with us We always have ALLAH between us It’s okay, as long as we have HIM with us.

I Have No Right To Know

I have no right to ask How are you and how was your day I just assumed that everything went well. I have no right to know The reason behind your tears and tired face I’m sure your smile will soon appear like the sun. I have no right to question Your sincere heart and honesty as a friend For I can feel it like a warm embrace around me. So now-- I have no right to cry Even if it breaks my heart when I look at you To know that you are in pain, it hurts me even more.